exactly one year ago today...
but it's good to know that some things never change.
like our mornings together in the sun drinking "papaccinos."
11/17/09
missing my long-haired baby boy...
exactly one year ago today...
but it's good to know that some things never change.
like our mornings together in the sun drinking "papaccinos."
11/12/09
oh, i'm sorry
i haven't told many people about this because one of the first people i told stated sadly, "oh, i'm sorry," while others simply pretended they didn't hear what i said or ignored the comment all together. but i'm leaving on a 3 day retreat tomorrow. "Living with Dying."
don't be sorry. rejoice. for i get to spend 3 full days immersed in quiet mediation, spiritual renewal and awakening. and most of all-- silence.
you better believe i am brining my down comforter to the Monastery though.
don't be sorry. rejoice. for i get to spend 3 full days immersed in quiet mediation, spiritual renewal and awakening. and most of all-- silence.
you better believe i am brining my down comforter to the Monastery though.
11/2/09
no guts, no glory
as i watched avery scoop the gooey insides of our pumpkin onto the newspaper on the kitchen floor, i got to thinking about -- well -- guts.
and i got to thinking about motherhood. such a profound and intense experience, that you can only really believe it once you've lived it. before avery, i used to think that mothers were "soft." that mothers were giving up their lives for their children's lives. that women had to sacrifice themselves for their family. that women who decided to "procreate" had no guts.
then, i had a baby.
the saying goes, "no guts, no glory" and that pretty much sums up motherhood. it's dirty, and painful, and gooey, and hard, and scary. it's scary to love another individual that much. but it's also joyful, and life-enriching, and delicious, and silly, and simple. but mostly it's so, so very--gutsy.
lately i've been surrounded by so many "gutsy" women that i find it hard to believe that mothers still do not run the world.
how else can you explain the trust that something the size of a pumpkin has to come out of you...Guts!
how else can you explain the love of a mother praying in the waiting room for her son to come out of surgery...Guts!
how else can you explain a mother waiting anxiously to adopt her daughter from a war-torn country...Guts!
how else can you explain the patience of a mother as her blind daughter meticulously feels every pumpkin in the heap to find the perfect one...Guts!
i know these women.
and trust me they have more guts than a 300 pound pumpkin!!!
and i got to thinking about motherhood. such a profound and intense experience, that you can only really believe it once you've lived it. before avery, i used to think that mothers were "soft." that mothers were giving up their lives for their children's lives. that women had to sacrifice themselves for their family. that women who decided to "procreate" had no guts.
then, i had a baby.
the saying goes, "no guts, no glory" and that pretty much sums up motherhood. it's dirty, and painful, and gooey, and hard, and scary. it's scary to love another individual that much. but it's also joyful, and life-enriching, and delicious, and silly, and simple. but mostly it's so, so very--gutsy.
lately i've been surrounded by so many "gutsy" women that i find it hard to believe that mothers still do not run the world.
how else can you explain the trust that something the size of a pumpkin has to come out of you...Guts!
how else can you explain the love of a mother praying in the waiting room for her son to come out of surgery...Guts!
how else can you explain a mother waiting anxiously to adopt her daughter from a war-torn country...Guts!
how else can you explain the patience of a mother as her blind daughter meticulously feels every pumpkin in the heap to find the perfect one...Guts!
i know these women.
and trust me they have more guts than a 300 pound pumpkin!!!
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